What is this feeling?
Restlessness, it’s the ADD kicking in again, I know it. Oh, but ADD isn’t a real thing you say? Ummm okay, sure, what ever…
Anyway, on days like this, I cannot focus on anything. Not even one task, for example, I’ve been meaning to get up and make breakfast/lunch, but I keep distracting myself by surfing the net. This sucks because A) It’s putting behind schedule, and I’ll be either rushing to eat, or not eating at all…oh so healthy…and B) I know what I’m doing, I know the consequences, yet, I keep, procrastinating….
I’ve tried going to see a doctor about getting something to help me focus, but I actually need a psych diagnoses prior…I haven’t been cuz I’ve been procrastinating…omg…I’m horrible! The doctor also keeps trying to tell me I have BPD, another says it’s BP, this one says it’s PTSD….maybe OCD…Where is this going?….Fawk, I dunno, I just kinda went off on a tangent there… Have you seen my coffee… *wanders off mumbling looking for the cigs and coffee I just had three seconds ago*